Daily Rantics

Another shitty, sick weekend, is here and half way over. I am in no means a half-glass empty person, but I just can't seem to be positive when I might cough up a lung at any second not to mention, a couple teeth.

Adam worked all day today and has to work half the day tomorrow as well. SO... here I am, I guess I'll chill by myself and do some studying right.... wrong. Lucy won't give me the time to get to sitting down and concentrating since shes going nuts.  I have been sick for the past two weeks and haven't been that socially available to her, so now I think shes going nuts and its boiling down to that shes not stimulated enough.

Kinda hoped Adam would have been home to entertain her for a bit while I got caught up on my psychology stuff, but alas, he had to work, so crazyface and I bickered and bit all day. Meh. Then he comes home, and I ask him to entertain her, so he sits on the floor and plays video games. As if sitting on the floor is going to cure her of her need for stimuation, and lots of it. I even tried playing with her today but that didn't work either...so yeah.

Everyone is a little emotionally unavailable now.

I wish my body was unavailable right now, that would be nice. After yesterday with the vomitting and the migraine, stupid blood clots in my wisdom teeth moving and bleeding, fever and the infection with the nausea and diahrea, I am physically spent. I spent the entire day in bed, and didn't go down stairs, partially because I knew I couldn't make it back up the stairs after I made it down here...and my only bathroom is on the second floor...soooo you don't put a diahrea infection girl on the floor without a bathroom with tons of stairs in between said bathroom... Its just common sense.  I probably should have had Adam bring some snacks up for me for the day, because I think I was kind of hungry but all I had in my nightstand was rasins. lol Yah I dont know why I had raisins in there...but I ate those and drank water from the bathroom all day. It was ..gross.

THAN. Adam works late, comes home around 9! yay me! I got to eat soup at 9. first real thing to eat since 7 the following day.  Hes been working late since Thursday, of course. My luck right?

The wisdom teeth thing has been a breeze. Nothing out of the ordinary, as I expected. I have had teeth pulled before, just never been under. I got over it, so its ok. But this cold, its holding me back. I had a fever with it, so I'm a little worried its more than a cold. There's a lot of fluid in my lungs and ears, so I started taking sudafed again, and if its not cleared by monday, I'll have to go to emerge, as any longer and it'll turn into pnumonia again, and I dont want that again. Especially since my immune system is bad right now.  I haven't had this bad a fluid build up since last Augusts pnumonia scare.  YEAH. pnumonia in august. lol only me.

Anyway, off I go, going to do some more reading for school. not much else to do right now!

So I didn't sleep a wink last night.
It was borderline TERRIFYING.
I had a stupid toothache and it totally wrecked my sleeping. :( I swear I must have slept maybe 4 hours the whole night, and not consecutively, I might add.
So I booked a emergency dentist appointment for today at 2:30pm becuase I figured I had some kind of cavity or tooth issue, that would require him pumping me full of drugs and heading me out the door to come back the next week to fix completly... hah. was I wrong.
Before I go any further, I think I need to advise you that I have a few fears in life, numero uno being the DENTIST. I love my dentist, he rocks, but his profession scares me shitless to the point of dry heaving in his office. Yeah.

So back to my story, I get to the dentist, tell him the jist, and then he goes "oh hey, look, your wisdom tooth back there has a cavity! that one is going to have to come out you know" and I was like "yeah I know, I was going to ask you when we should book to do that, cause I've been ignoring it..." then he goes "no need to book! we're here now, it will only take five minutes of your time!"
QUEUE THE WATERWORKS. Kala starts to sob uncontrollably, because she’s an idiot frightened of the dentist.

So, I got over that slightly, and after 5-7 shots of that freezing nastiness in my mouth, the tooth came out. I won't lie, I was shaking so much the dentist had to move his pointy poker dentisty tool off of my chest, as it was going dangerously towards the floor, lol.

So, It's been okay so far, I got to eat soup tonight, and it wasn't too bad. It doesn't hurt as much as I thought it would. I'm surprised, I think I might actually get to book the other one to get out before it actually gives me problems like this one did...

Maybe I will get the guts to do that next week...maybe...