Daily Rantics

So, whoa.

I had a little bit of a relvelation  as I sat and meditated through 20 minutes today. 

I think it might be okay? My debt will be paid off, minus the car...we'll have mutual funds and ...a downpayment on a house in a year... I think we will be okay.

Like I said yesterday, it seems that at the most opportune moment, as I thought I might not get out of this fix, something pulled me out.

I swear, there are days I wonder about religious context and compare and reflect...but all I've ever known is text book religion, but I think I might have stumbled upon something here...

I bought my happy Buddha, and he might actually be lookin' out for me, man boobies and all.