Daily Rantics

It's been a long time since I last posted. Mostly because I've been dabbling here and there with wedding stuff, suffering with a bladder infection and oh? four day string of migraines so bad I'm still recovering.


Secondly, they are SERIOUSLY fucking up my workout schedule. I haven't gone to the gym since TUESDAY. I'm fucking dying inside, and I just can't go to the gym. I had a migraine on Tuesday, took some drugs and managed to go to the gym, but I regretted it afterwards.

I now, will stay out of the gym this weekend, for fear of kicking up some more migraine symptoms, and go back to the gym on Monday.  That means I lost two session days with my personal trainer, which in turn means I'm set back two days in my lossweightforyourgoddamnstupidwedding plan.


At that moment I felt like I lived in bumfuckidaho because from what I had read, the theatres couldn't get rid of all the tweens gushing to watch Eclipse.

BTW. Jacob is fucking SMOKING in this movie. FRIGGING love that he spends 90% of the time sans shirt. YUM-OOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Anyway, I'm heading off to bed. I've had too much stimulation today too close to bed. God damn sparkly vampires and seriously drop dead gorgeous 17 year old wolf men. *drool*

PS. I'd love to run into his fine self in the dark in the middle of no where. OOOOOOOOOOOOH lord. He could turn lesbians straight. LOL. Minus Nicole, I'm still working on Kat. lol.

So, this is day seven, of me waking up with a migraine. I don't know what I'm doing, or why, but its seriously cramping my style, although its helping me not eat as much...since you know... who wants to eat and then throw up anyway?
I am going to keep this short as I am not feeling well, but feel the need to update my blog since I've been a little lax again lately, with all that’s been going on. I hate that I have to let some things slide in life when it gets bumpy...but I can't see myself working it out any other way.
Have a good one interweb world, excuse me while I disappear into my amazingly comfy couch.
Good-day!


kb

SO, new migraine med, same fucking allergic reaction.

Problem is? me start new job on Tues, in K-WAT and my doctor is in hinkytown, aka Italianano Supreme, aka GUELPH.

SO, I'm gonna have a migraine one day, take the meds, and ....my legs will go numb. Hope they dont expect me to WALK as part of the effing job discription.


EL LAMO. I hate that.


Ps. I kid about me and the bud-bud, we're still..buds... mad love betch.

Day Three.

This really isn't my idea of a fun weekend. Three days now I have been inflicted with this never ending migraine.

 I get some relief from the zomig, but when I take it, my whole body hurts, even putting my hand on my leg hurts. Not cool.

What’s also not cool is the fact that I went to sleep around 9:00am, slept until 12:30am on the couch, got up and went to sleep immediately in bed...and then woke up at 9:00am in the morning the next day. NOT TO MENTION I then fall asleep at around 3:00pm today and wake up at 5:30pm. How much sleep in that? TOO MUCH? you don't say.

Migraines are kicking my ass. They are also kicking my weekends add. fuck you migraines. Good thing? My H1N1 arm needle place is looking better and I can lift my arms a little higher, the god damn tetanus shot still looks like someone tried to poke me with a five iron.

Day two of migraines. I am hurting and having a hard time seeing things straight. I tried to be productive at work today, but ...it was difficult to say the least. My whole body hurts, which it isn't suppose to apparently.
I spoke with my phyisotherapist about the pain or whatever I've been having with my skin (especially my legs) when I go to Physio or Massage thinking perhaps I was tensing up during treatment thus tiring my muscles afterwards. She told me no, and that i'd have to talk to my doctor, which of course I forgot to do during my doctors apointment on Wednesday, becuase I'm good like that.
Anywho, I went to get another refill of my presciption today and spoke with the pharmasist and he told me that the "weird feeling" I'm getting in my legs is called hypersensitiviy and its a possible ALLERGIC reaction to the ZOMIG I take when I get migraines :
SINCE I normally get migraines with therapy, I assumed it was the therapy giving me the hypersensitivity. NOPE.

So... this 200 dollar prescription (for TWELVE PILLS PEOPLE) is causing my body to KICK MY ASS when I take it, and I can't get in to see my doctor until Thursday of next week, so I am currently DYING from this weird migraine AGAIN today and I know I will take the pill again and my skin will hurt.

Eff that.
Two days with a migraine, weird legs, hurting arms, ugh. I'm going to be early. Peace.

I just knew this morning when I woke up that this was going to be one of those days. I haven't actually had one without some provocation, but I actually had a migraine day today. I was not impressed. I was starting to think that I had mastered the art of dying from a migraine, and that all the occupational therapy I've been undergoing was actually HELPING me not have them, except for the intense massage therapy I sometimes have.

So all day I've felt like shit, had to run around like an idiot, and I'm cranky. Moreover, both my arms hurt because of the needles. God damn, I can't even raise my arms! OH WELL! that’s the price of protection I suppose. Woe is me.

I'm pretty sure this is going to turn out to be a shitty day.

I'm so sore and sick and cotton mouthed from the withdrawal of the medication I'm weaning off of for my migraines.  I'm not sure how effective I am at work today...It's a serious downer that’s for sure. I'm also hobbling around like the gimpy princess or something... I swear, my heath just never survives the battered storm.

I'm also craving all things dairy at this point in time, as of course, per neurologist orders, I can't any dairy products, or chocolate, aspartame, cured meats (hotdogs etc, not like I eat that anyway) and citrus.
Poor milk baggies.
I think today will be an EMO day.

Call me Emo K-Diggity today. :( Sad face.