Daily Rantics

So I went on a leisurely bicycle ride today, with all intentions of meeting up with friends about 3km away from my home, however, I found myself lost and on the brink of death (at least it felt that way...) only 1km into my ride. I then decided that if I was feeling this crummy only a third into my trek, that perhaps turning around now and making it only 2km instead of 6km (there and back) would have been a wise decision.


I know, after this leg injury, that I am very slow. I am so out of shape, it’s incredible. I am a big girl, but I have never been this out of shape in my life. I am getting married in less than four months, and I can't get my butt into my dress yet!

I just started weightwatchers.ca last week, to see if it would help me keep on track with what I'm eating and such and so far, I am pleasantly surprised. If one thing its doing, is keeping me hydrated, then its worth the money. I am definitely drinking ten times more water than I EVER have in my entire life, with this program. I am just trying to pump four cups of water into my system though, as I don't even drink 6 cups of anything throughout the day, and I'm a liquids maniac. Whatever the case, I went from drinking NO water, to four cups minimal a day, which is quite a step in the right direction. I am also being very good with my points, and have only messed up once, which involved pizza, and a very hungry Kala.

One thing I am having problems with, is SUPPORT. I have absolutely NO support at home. It's not like Adam is saying "GRRRR EAT THE COOKIEEEEE" or anything, but he isn't NOT bringing bad stuff that I shouldn't eat into the house... like pizza, pop and other yummy delights. He also doesn't seem to understand that French Toast at 10pm at night, is 10 points, and by then, I should be in bed, not making his butt French toast and eating some too. I have no willpower with French toast :(

Regardless, I haven't done my weigh-in yet, which was suppose to happen yesterday, however I had a horrible migraine and decided not to do it, but that’s old news if you read yesterday's post. Oy Vey.

Anyway, I'm off to think up something good for supper, although I have a feeling I would like to eat take out again, which isn't different. :( Maybe I can convince Adam to take me to Diana's downtown for some fiiiine Indian cuisine?

kb