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Saturday, July 3, 2010
It's been a long time since I last posted. Mostly because I've been dabbling here and there with wedding stuff, suffering with a bladder infection and oh? four day string of migraines so bad I'm still recovering.
Secondly, they are SERIOUSLY fucking up my workout schedule. I haven't gone to the gym since TUESDAY. I'm fucking dying inside, and I just can't go to the gym. I had a migraine on Tuesday, took some drugs and managed to go to the gym, but I regretted it afterwards.
I now, will stay out of the gym this weekend, for fear of kicking up some more migraine symptoms, and go back to the gym on Monday. That means I lost two session days with my personal trainer, which in turn means I'm set back two days in my lossweightforyourgoddamnstupidwedding plan.
On the up side, Adam and I went to the movies tonight, a whole hour and forty minutes early, thinking we'd have to wait in line for Eclipse, only to find we didn't have to wait, there were lots of seats.
At that moment I felt like I lived in bumfuckidaho because from what I had read, the theatres couldn't get rid of all the tweens gushing to watch Eclipse.
BTW. Jacob is fucking SMOKING in this movie. FRIGGING love that he spends 90% of the time sans shirt. YUM-OOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Anyway, I'm heading off to bed. I've had too much stimulation today too close to bed. God damn sparkly vampires and seriously drop dead gorgeous 17 year old wolf men. *drool*
PS. I'd love to run into his fine self in the dark in the middle of no where. OOOOOOOOOOOOH lord. He could turn lesbians straight. LOL. Minus Nicole, I'm still working on Kat. lol.
I can't wait to see the doctor on Tuesday. I want her to put me on crack or something, I don't care, as long as I don't have these fucking migraines anymore.
They take over my life. I remember in college I was always nervous and stuff because I never knew when I was going to have an attack and have to back out of plans with friends, and work and such. I worked my ass off at the bay, but I know they thought I was a nut case, seeming I had these migraines all the time, and had no explanation as to why I was having them. Sometimes I got the feeling they thought I was bullshitting.
That's why I ran from the toilet to the front office for a little vomit action here and there. Because I was faking.
But regardless...its really become retarded. I can't spend two seconds with Nicole without being bombarded with a migraine. I think its either the excitement of seeing her, or she stresses me out. Not sure which it is, but this is the second time it's happened, and I'm starting to feel a little connection.
Secondly, they are SERIOUSLY fucking up my workout schedule. I haven't gone to the gym since TUESDAY. I'm fucking dying inside, and I just can't go to the gym. I had a migraine on Tuesday, took some drugs and managed to go to the gym, but I regretted it afterwards.
I now, will stay out of the gym this weekend, for fear of kicking up some more migraine symptoms, and go back to the gym on Monday. That means I lost two session days with my personal trainer, which in turn means I'm set back two days in my lossweightforyourgoddamnstupidwedding plan.
On the up side, Adam and I went to the movies tonight, a whole hour and forty minutes early, thinking we'd have to wait in line for Eclipse, only to find we didn't have to wait, there were lots of seats.At that moment I felt like I lived in bumfuckidaho because from what I had read, the theatres couldn't get rid of all the tweens gushing to watch Eclipse.
BTW. Jacob is fucking SMOKING in this movie. FRIGGING love that he spends 90% of the time sans shirt. YUM-OOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Anyway, I'm heading off to bed. I've had too much stimulation today too close to bed. God damn sparkly vampires and seriously drop dead gorgeous 17 year old wolf men. *drool*
PS. I'd love to run into his fine self in the dark in the middle of no where. OOOOOOOOOOOOH lord. He could turn lesbians straight. LOL. Minus Nicole, I'm still working on Kat. lol.
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