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    Friday, November 6, 2009

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    Have you ever had one of those friends that seems to only pay attention to you when you have something to offer them, or they need something from you?

    I had one of those friends in the past, and I might as well admit that I might have been one of those friends that used another friend for something they had that was cool. Can't really put my finger on it right now, but I'm sure I've done it. I'm a girl, its in my genes.

    I also recently have this friend that pretty much means the world to me, and always will... but it seems we never talk, or communicate, and when we do, its in a span of maybe 3 days every two months, where its non-stop me and this friend...and then boom.  We don't talk or text or anything for another couple months.  This bothers me as I feel I have time to text them and ask how its going, but this friend doesn't ever find the time to just text me back.  I still love this friend, but would love them more if I hear more of them.

    I wonder if I just assume that things are suppose to be rock strong all the time. I suppose I wonder if this friend looks at me in the same light as I look at her. Maybe I value our friendship more, or perhaps this is the way this friend acts in all their friendly relationships.   Maybe not.  By no means are we "best" friends. I don't have a best friend. I have good friends, but I don't have a best friend, because I gave that title to someone else a long time ago, and maybe we're not best friends anymore, I just feel like it doesn't belong to anyone else, even if she isn't my best friend anymore.

    Strong point aside. I do have a few very important people in my life that I wouldn't go on without. 

    Robins my rock, shes always there, and she always will be. I depend on no other friend like I do her.  I can garentee that whatever I do, its with her. Because thats how we do.






    I have Krista, who may be 2900km away, and we don't talk a lot, but when we do, its like nothing is different. I feel complete comfort and familiarity from our friendship.  We will always be this way, no matter how many months or years pass without speaking.  This is my favourite feature of our relationship.  She's my favourite Krista. lol

    I've known Nicole for MANY years (knee high to a grasshopper), not the longest friend I've had, but one of the most important. The only friend I ever vested a best as a child. She's my counterpart I think. And I don't feel good when long periods pass without us speaking. Probably because she is the most ever changing person in the world! Holy stories anyone?

    Terri I've known since birth. Her mom and my mom were best friends, born by the same doctor, a years apart.  She's also my neighbour. and her son is also my godson. Shes the only friend I have that I bear all with. No secrets, no hiding, no nothing. She knows the Kala everyone else doesn't, and probably shouldn't. She's probably the only one I'll cry in front of comfortably too. I guess it sucks knowing all my vices and unsavoury secrets, but she bares them with me, and always has.   "Man your an ugly crier". "...thanks asswipe". lol



    SO I'm having an off day, wishing I was 10 again.

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