Daily Rantics

So, last night Sarah and Matt got married...

It was a pretty interesting night, minus my uncomfortable shoes and dress, hair and make-up and skin etc. lol

Robin was also sicky-sick so the night wasn't much of a party as it usual is when we get togther.  Rest assured, I had fun, and it was a great thing to experience their special day with them. I ate a bit of food, and drank a wack, but because I ate, I really had no alcohol issues....11 screwdrivers/sex on the beach/corona/crantini's later.....shuddup.

But seriously, 11 later and I was still light as a feather. It kind of sucked the life out of me.

Oh well, its not about the alcohol! But the frigging chocolate cupcakes were AWESOME! Yes. I ate chocolate cupcakes, and I had a dark chocolate peiece of cake, and I had parm on my pasta, and I ate a bite or two of chicken parmigana, I cheated, but it doesn't matter. Eff that.

The wedding made me realise that I am SO ready to throw away the lock and key from the past. And thats all there is to say.

I think I'll have a bit of a pow-wow soon for wedding plans.  I have to get my bridesmaid's dresses, start on the invites, book the dj, pick the meal, book the decorator, photographer,book the flowers, the cake, church *shudder*, and some how find time to get Nicole out of her busy schedule to figure out some of the maid of honour duties *extreme rollage of eyes*.

I really wish this was more real for myself and the girls. I really do... but I'm not feelin' it. Not yet at least.