Friend Faux Pas
Friday, February 11, 2011
Do you ever feel like you might be... imposing on someone that is your friend?
I keep trying to study with a friend, but she seems intent on ignoring me or being hasty when I ask her things.
I woke up extra early this morning, knowing she was having some issues with getting her studying done, with her really busy life. I figured I would go to school early, text her and tell her to come, so I could help her get her studying on track. I also told her she could come to my house saturday and we would do a crazy cram session. I don't remember what she said to the cram session, but I do know (now) that she was not interested in studying with me at all. Apparently she keeps getting interupted, and I suppose I am the source of that.
I am very emotional right now, ready to rip a bitch, that time of the month... so I wonder if in the last week or so I have just been noticing too much and reading into things too much. Probably.
I am also having group issues, and are worried that perhaps I might have to single handedly take on this project myself because my other team members are more interested in flirting with eachother than taking this seriously.
They do what they gotta do, but they aren't "into it" they aren't taking it seriously and that makes me nervous. This project is worth 50% and it can't be half-assed. I did half-assed a long time ago, I'm ready to be different.
Some of my members are on track...but the ones that aren't are the ones with the biggest attitudes and I'm scared they will lash out and cause drama. I don't like drama. I just wanna finish this project and go on with my life. WITH A GOOD GRADE.
I just need someone to talk to. No, I can't talk to the teacher. She's only going to tell me to talk to my group members, and I can't do that for the reasons stated above. I really have no option. WELL I could talk to a friend but, no dice.
IF I could roll my eyes in this post right now, I'd so be rolling.
I keep trying to study with a friend, but she seems intent on ignoring me or being hasty when I ask her things.
I woke up extra early this morning, knowing she was having some issues with getting her studying done, with her really busy life. I figured I would go to school early, text her and tell her to come, so I could help her get her studying on track. I also told her she could come to my house saturday and we would do a crazy cram session. I don't remember what she said to the cram session, but I do know (now) that she was not interested in studying with me at all. Apparently she keeps getting interupted, and I suppose I am the source of that.
I am very emotional right now, ready to rip a bitch, that time of the month... so I wonder if in the last week or so I have just been noticing too much and reading into things too much. Probably.
I am also having group issues, and are worried that perhaps I might have to single handedly take on this project myself because my other team members are more interested in flirting with eachother than taking this seriously.
They do what they gotta do, but they aren't "into it" they aren't taking it seriously and that makes me nervous. This project is worth 50% and it can't be half-assed. I did half-assed a long time ago, I'm ready to be different.
Some of my members are on track...but the ones that aren't are the ones with the biggest attitudes and I'm scared they will lash out and cause drama. I don't like drama. I just wanna finish this project and go on with my life. WITH A GOOD GRADE.
I just need someone to talk to. No, I can't talk to the teacher. She's only going to tell me to talk to my group members, and I can't do that for the reasons stated above. I really have no option. WELL I could talk to a friend but, no dice.
IF I could roll my eyes in this post right now, I'd so be rolling.
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