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Thursday, March 17, 2011
Aw mang, I'm feeling all nostalgic today, its quite unnerving.
I was flipping through someones facebook and saw a link to "people who I might know" and a boy I had a hard core crush on back in grades school and I realized I hadn't thought of him in many many years, and then I thought about how I missed him.
Then I started thinking about all the fun I had with my posse when we were younger. How I miss our bonfires in the backyard, drinking in Stacey's house, skidooing and camping out and driving to Grand Falls... I miss them so, so much.
Its been 6 years since high school, and in 6 years I have been unable to find friends like those I had back then. It seems the ones you pick up in your adult life are of a different quality. There is less loyalty. Or is it that our priorities change? Maybe what use to be important to you then may have changed. You no longer have time for a friend or you no longer have the same interests. Or perhaps you moved away and its no longer the relationship you had.
I know when I see krista again, nothing will have changed. She's still my buddy, the same buddy I left so many years ago... If I ever see Stacey again, no doubt she'll still be as vivacious and amazing as she was. I know a lot of us are parents now and I'm not, so its like I'm looking at life from another angle, but I just miss them so.
I miss carefree days. I miss stability in relationship and trust. Here at school I feel perhaps these people don't really care for me, and when the course is over we'll forget each other, just as I did the first college experience.
I want some validity in life in my relationships.
Sent from my BlackBerry device on the Rogers Wireless Network
I was flipping through someones facebook and saw a link to "people who I might know" and a boy I had a hard core crush on back in grades school and I realized I hadn't thought of him in many many years, and then I thought about how I missed him.
Then I started thinking about all the fun I had with my posse when we were younger. How I miss our bonfires in the backyard, drinking in Stacey's house, skidooing and camping out and driving to Grand Falls... I miss them so, so much.
Its been 6 years since high school, and in 6 years I have been unable to find friends like those I had back then. It seems the ones you pick up in your adult life are of a different quality. There is less loyalty. Or is it that our priorities change? Maybe what use to be important to you then may have changed. You no longer have time for a friend or you no longer have the same interests. Or perhaps you moved away and its no longer the relationship you had.
I know when I see krista again, nothing will have changed. She's still my buddy, the same buddy I left so many years ago... If I ever see Stacey again, no doubt she'll still be as vivacious and amazing as she was. I know a lot of us are parents now and I'm not, so its like I'm looking at life from another angle, but I just miss them so.
I miss carefree days. I miss stability in relationship and trust. Here at school I feel perhaps these people don't really care for me, and when the course is over we'll forget each other, just as I did the first college experience.
I want some validity in life in my relationships.
Sent from my BlackBerry device on the Rogers Wireless Network
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