Daily Rantics

So, I've spent the last four days without Adam because his work has taken him and litterally has consumed his night and day. He's working so hard when I do see him (and mind you, its brief and uncomfortable) he's got a headache and a cold coming on. It's from all the work he's been doing. Putting in 30 hours overtime in three days is NOT my idea of fun, and I stand by that.

I hope someday he has a job that appreciates him and doesn't expect him to work 30 hours overtime and not get paid for it. I assure you its not the way to go, and one day I might haul off and hit somebody there.

He should, but I'm a fighter. lol

SO, had my job interview today. It was pretty good.  I felt good about it.  Had time enough to get home,and stil the pot a little, when I got a call saying I had got the job!

I mean, he said he would be contating me shortly to let me know what was on the go, but... hell....he called literally an hour after I left. I mean, thats pretty damn "SHORTLY".

I took the job, but I know it wasn't the right thing to do.


You know, I wasn't excited this time. I remember when I got the job with Lynn, I ran around my apartment crying and laughing and saying "GO ME GO ME GO ME GO ME!!"... no lie, I did.

Then I called adam, and said GOMEGOMEGOMEGOME even faster.  He speaks my language, so he figured it out.

I know its a little soon to go into a job, but that house is dangling right in front of my face, and I just...want it so bad. I won't get a mortgage if we are only a single income earning family, although Adam makes good money, it ain't enough to buy me my shack on the hill.

So, I go to work on Tuesday, back to the ol' grind. This one will be a bit different.  I won't have as much responsibility, but I will certainly have to pull my socks up like, over my nose, checking for grammar and spelling.  SHut up, I'm not doing it now, so don't critize my postings. I am on a run here mmkay.

anyway, I know I got "A Game" but I'm frightened to start again.  I don't need to have another melt down.

He did ask me if there was any health issues he should know about, and I immediately said no.  I didn't feel that I should share that kind of information with him when I barely knew him.  It was only after Lynn and I went our separate ways, did I tell her the truth about everything.  She was like a deer in headlights. I don't think bosses need to know EVERYTHING.

So yeah.  congrats to me though, I guess..