Distress and Distrust
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Disclaimer: this is not about Adam and I. Chill.
Where I used to draw strength, all there is now is negativity.
One thing I am learning in life is that sometimes love just isn't enough. Sometimes relationships end because there is no other option. Maybe you aren't strong enough for this.
I tell myself I am strong enough to move mountains, and all the self-help books, mothers and the like are cringing as I say this... That's hoo-ha.
Sometimes life throws you things that are optional but you feel you should fight for it no matter the consequences. And sometimes you fight until near death only to realize this person is actually bad for you, and you've spent all this time and energy focused on them that you now see it just can't possibly be anymore.
Sometimes we aren't strong enough. And that's ok. Sometimes fighting the battle takes more out of you than the relationship gives.
Real strength is measured by the fact you have the balls to realize this and withdraw.
Right now I know I am no longer strong enough to fight battles where no one wins.
I am tired.
And I love you indefinitely... But right now we have to step back and re-evaluate.
Sent from my BlackBerry device on the Rogers Wireless Network
Where I used to draw strength, all there is now is negativity.
One thing I am learning in life is that sometimes love just isn't enough. Sometimes relationships end because there is no other option. Maybe you aren't strong enough for this.
I tell myself I am strong enough to move mountains, and all the self-help books, mothers and the like are cringing as I say this... That's hoo-ha.
Sometimes life throws you things that are optional but you feel you should fight for it no matter the consequences. And sometimes you fight until near death only to realize this person is actually bad for you, and you've spent all this time and energy focused on them that you now see it just can't possibly be anymore.
Sometimes we aren't strong enough. And that's ok. Sometimes fighting the battle takes more out of you than the relationship gives.
Real strength is measured by the fact you have the balls to realize this and withdraw.
Right now I know I am no longer strong enough to fight battles where no one wins.
I am tired.
And I love you indefinitely... But right now we have to step back and re-evaluate.
Sent from my BlackBerry device on the Rogers Wireless Network
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