Daily Rantics

I hear this song and it gives me chills. I hate when I find I live a life in a song.  And yes, while I'm sitting up at 10:30 at night trying to study for the biggest test ever tomorrow, that I put off intensely, I'm sitting here thinking about you.

You can block me, but you didn't delete me, so your holding on. How long can you go without family? I don't know the answer to that, I'm homesick as hell, wanting my mother more than ANYTHING right now. But that's me. 24 year old reduced to nothing because she loves something so much but it just refuses to grow.

Don't tell me to let it go, I just can't right now.

Take it All- Adele


Didn't I give it all?

Tried my best, Gave you everything I had, Everything and no less,

Didn't I do it right? Did I let you down?


Maybe you got too use to, Having me around,
Still, how can you walk away, From my tears?
It's gonna be an empty road, Without me right here,

But go on and take it, Take it all with you,
Don't look back, At this crumbling fool,
Just take it all,
With my love,
Take it all,
With my love,
Maybe I should leave, To help you see,
Nothing is better than this, And this is everything we need,
So is it over?
Is this really it?
You're giving up so easily,


I thought you loved me more than this,

But go on, go on and take it, Take it all with you, Don't look back,
At this crumbling fool, Just take it all, With my love,
Take it all, With my love,
I will change if I must, Slow it down and bring it home, I will adjust,

Oh, if only,

If only you knew,

Everything I do,

Is for you,
But go on, go on and take it, Take it all with you,
Don't look back, At this crumbling fool,
Just take it, Take it all with you,
Don't look back, At this crumbling fool, Just take it all,
With my love,Take it all,With my love,Take it all,
With my love.

Hey all,

So I’m pretty stoked to tell you that I finally got a tattoo! No, I wasn’t drunk or high on something, I actually did it out of my own recognizance! Basically Terri had her friend Bill visiting this week and he is a tattoo artist from Hamilton, and his work is pretty good. He did my tattoo of a hibiscus flower on my left shoulder and it hurt like a bitch!

Anyone that tells you a tattoo doesn’t hurt? Has iron balls.

Here is a picture of the outline of the tattoo,  no screaming Kala just yet.

I also might be a little biased, as I think perhaps my tattoo might be a little more painful than most people, only because I apparently have “leather-like” skin, therefore when I get poked repeatedly with a tattooing needle, I bleed like no bodies business... yeah.

Outline all done! Kala looking woozy! lol

It also meant that I scabbed like a mofo. That was the gross part. But overall, the experience wasn’t all that bad. The healing hurt a lot, I felt like I had gotten a tetanus shot again in my arm, meaning I couldn’t lift things, or move my upper body much, but other than that, the whole process was an ok experience.

I don’t know if “they” are right about this, as they say that once you get one, you want more and more, but I think I might be ok for the time being, that much pain can’t be good for the body. And it only took one hour!

Finished product